THE END OF THE ROPE
The last two poems were written on fumes. Like when the lawn
mower falters--you know there's a thin layer of gas left in the
tank and it's swishing around, not getting down into the feed
line--and the thing surges a bit and then dies. I like how a
week ago some of the strongest poems came--or if not strongest,
certainly different. I need a week in a hammock (I'll string
one up inside here, and shine a massive SADs light in my
general direction).
At least I can't compare it to the way the Chicago Bears have
simply coasted bumpily down a dirt side street after a mildly
okay start to the season. Then the wheels popped off, the
radiator cap blew sky high, and the doors fell crooked on
their hinges. Poor Jay Cutler. He's really made a nightmare for
himself. I have no doubt what's happening isn't reflective
of his talent, but it's reflective of something emanating
from Cutler I could do without. Of course, I've suffered the
abuse of once watching--I must have once hoped something good
would happen although I can't recall such a thing now--the
Detroit Lions, so maybe my judgement isn't so hot anymore.
The Lions are playing Cleveland in a duel for worst team (in
any sport in any country) this Sunday, and it's been the best
reason to watch Detroit since the day they broke the record for
worst losing streak, I believe, ever. Poor Matthew Stafford.
Poor Barry Sanders before him (at least he bowed out quietly
and never dissed the team). Which makes me think of
Matt Millen, who now appears to be everywhere--on Monday
Night Football, and in the broadcast booth on NFL Network.
No shame.
It seems like a decade's worth of waiting, but
The NervousFilaments is up at the University Press of New England
site, waiting to be made real. Here's
the link. Jordan Davis
has some ink there, and there's a sentence by Christine
Garren, and the quote they are using--I shit you not--from
my text is the following:
"may I suggest you seek the advice of a mental health
professional"
All I can say to the person who selected that line is
thankyou. How could anyone resist buying the book now? The
line comes from the title poem. The cover is from a photograph
by Brad Miller (thank you for the pic Brad). In the meantime
Peyton Manning is flooded with good Karma--witness last week's
game against New England. (Enough of this blaming Belichick
crap already.) The Tale of two quarterbacks--Cutler and
Manning. Just how good and how bad can it get? We'll see.
Good stuff to read--Graham Foust's new one. Leszek
Kolakowski's
Modernity On Endless Trial, and Padgett
Powell's first "novel" since the year 2000,
Interrogative Mood.