11/09/08I'm on the lee side of this front, spits of snow
hitting the brown wood of the liquor store,
and the red light sways above traffic. Overnight
one wants to sleep under the steam of passing
waves of ice and snow. It's a dream you have,
staying warm and alive. The lantern of your mind
turning and turning all night. Who has not filled
a Mason jar with cider and watched
Aguirre:The Wrath of God, go do it. But get under a blanket.
I won't ever forget those threads, and they mix it up
well with the polish, Stanford's Snake Doctors,
joining us in class on the tenth of November . . .
So I put on the heavy coat, the one made out of
industrial burlap and then lined nine times,
and there like the history of dismemberment:
my gloves all balled up, gripping each other, inside
the dark pocket. Meanwhile, it's dimly flickering blue
inside a brown house, the one on the corner, and the
backfiring commences--the just now waking furnace.
It gets so dark when the world leans away. And a
Caddy with one headlight appears, moving off Scott
Street. At first I think it is a lamp on a coal miner's
helmet. That's how nice it is. That's how fucking
cold.